Woke up this morning feeling like CRAP! I couldn't believe how exhausted I felt, maybe I am just emotionally drained, such a great week and a horrible week all in one. First I come home from a trip to Townsville to see the Cowboys win to the heart wrenching news that Rani had died, I was in shock for two days and wondering how I could let Mel know just how sad and deeply touched I was by this little girl. And then of course yesterday Steve Irwin died, which I couldn't believe how much it touched me, not much shocks me these days but that certainly did. I think everything caught up on me today as I didn't do much at all, I managed to unpack and price all the new products that arrived last week and do a bit more on the class project but that is all!
The rest of the day I spent watching TV on Austar, this is the way I deal with things when I am in a funk.
Tonight I decided to finally do this blog, I used to keep a journal religiously but I let that slip because of lack of time, so I am going to try and post on my blog every day whether anybody reads it or not doesn't matter as it is a way for me to vent all my thoughts out.
Gary is home on holidays and I am sure that is messing my routine, although I love having him home it is very distracting!!
Tomorrow we are going to go and play bowls in the afternoon which should be fun, I just hope I am not leaving everything to the last minute for the retreat, but then again I do work best under pressure.
Anyway my very first blog, not very exciting or interesting or even happy for that matter but it is a start and I hope that this forum will be a way for me to record my life. I do have a lot to be grateful for so will write down my 5 gratitudes each day :)
Gratitudes for Today
1. I finally finished unpacking and pricing the new products
2. TV - it really helps me escape my reality when I need it
3. Boiled Eggs on Toast
4. I am reading a great book Grace by Robert Drewe
5. Starting this blog